I wish I wasn’t such a failure. The things I don’t fail at aren’t important. But the things i do fail at are big.
My sister tells me my niece looks up to me. and all I can think about is why. Why does she look up to me? I’m no one special. Just someone who can’t do things right.
I put about 153,000 miles on my car in the past 11 years 4/5 months. She’s such a little trooper!
I think I need to take a break from instagram. My feelings of not measuring up are rising. Should just focus on other things 😦
Finally caved and got myself a kindle fire hd 8, came in this morning. It’s gonna take me a while to get used to it since I’ve been using just my phone and that’s an android.
This is my phone.
This is my kindle, I ended up using the same image because I’m still so obsessed with John Marston and would love to find the artist of the image as it would be an awesome print.
So I’ve been feeling really down and on top of that, bored. Its summer and so I’m not working as much as I would during the school year. Here’s a doodle
The feeling of uselessness that washed over me once more.
It’s been a little busy, been trying to type up fan fiction and struggle with my addiction to Skyrim (really, it’s hard to even out my addiction). So here’s my Ghostqueen pony I’ve been working on for the past few weeks. Still a lot to work on.