When you feel like your mask is about to crack and you’re scrambling to keep it ptached up.
I wish I wasn’t such a failure. The things I don’t fail at aren’t important. But the things i do fail at are big.
My sister tells me my niece looks up to me. and all I can think about is why. Why does she look up to me? I’m no one special. Just someone who can’t do things right.
No matter what I do, I piss people off. 😦
Kinda. Still a little hard to get through each day. Been having pain in my hips when I sit sideways and my left kidney has been hurting 😦
So this is n0w my blog. I guess a place to rant and just ramble. I’ve decided not to renew my domain, losing interest in fanlistings for the past few years. I thought why pay for a domain that I don’t use anymore. It feels extremely strange not to have a domain (it doesn’t expire until later this month), but since I started working again, it doesn’t make any sense to spend money on something I rarely use.
I hope to update this blog/journal more often than I did my previous one. But at least here I can use the wordpress app :3
Right now, I don’t have access to my laptop, doing this moble via the app. No access to the other stuff